It is over. I am breaking up with you Summer 2010. What a relationship we had this summer! It was a whirl wind romance. Don't get me wrong, 2 of the 4 months were fun. But it just didn't have the long term feeling that I can commit to. I don't mean to be harsh but pretty much you are unpredictable, needy, manipulative, whiny, and a little full of yourself.
I am glad we had what we had but I am also glad you are gone! I welcome you Indian summer, your much cooler cousin. I am tired of your unnecessary texting, your last minute phone calls, canceling on me at the last minute, complaining when we are together, and I am sorry to say so publicly but not being able to perform to my liking. It just got to be too much. It was supposed to be fun and whimsical but alas you just gave me stress in the end, annoyed me and made me cry a few times. You are not worth my tears.
As we speak I am home alone listening to fireworks being launched and exploding from the comfort of my home but I am not able to see them. Why you ask am I missing the fireworks? Well, I technically I didn't know about them, lol (the irony with locally speaking). More importantly I am home alone. I didn't take my trip to CT because I was exhausted and stressed out from you! You ruined my weekend. I am now away from my husband for another night.
I do think everything happens for a reason. Even though my weekend plans changed at the last minute I am pretty relaxed now that you are gone summer! The cool breeze blowing you away is amazing and I am so grateful for it. I am getting happy again. I am not as tired as I was a few hours ago. ( I was really tired!) I am also enjoying a tall glass of Forget me sum Summa and it seems to be doing the trick.
I must get back to my movie so I can wake up tomorrow and enjoy my first day without you!
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